for myself

let we discuss, is there anything wrong when you think something regularly and you cant leave it behind?
every day, i almost think about it, there's no time i pass without that thing but i'm too afraid to choose it. in the real life you can act and live in a fake one just to make a part of your life smile and give you some energy to live. the other options is you are  too afraid to take a step forward though you know you love it. you have lived with that before and too afraid to pass it and do not want to try. i know, it's hurt to get failed and embarrassed too face it coz you decide to give up that you cant. fill your energy up with faith, you're too precious to be shy and being a joke. you know you can *smooch